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Name: Jake
Birthday: 4/17/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: I like to play guitar, play music, light stuff on fire, and sit in the corner of my room wondering why I was born. But, hey, don't rely on this to tell you what I'm like, just ask me, seriously, I need the company before I lose sanity.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: baka_up2@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/11/2004
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| So life pretty much sucks now. I dunno if anyone reads this anymore...but I don't care. I'll talk to myself if I have to. I no longer have a girlfriend anymore...once again I'm shot down. I'm done for a while now...I can't seem to find the right girl..I mean...I always think I do...but they always prove me wrong. I'm just so confused right now..and I don't know what to do. Someone should comment me and make me feel good about myself.
-Jake | | |
| Hey...sorry I havn't posted anything in a while...I've been busy with work and my band. My band is going to be printing some t-shirts very soon...but we don't know which ones to print...so we are having everyone who wants to..to vote for their favorite t-shirts...click on the link below..and it will take you to a page of about 20 t-shirts...just let me know on xanga..or myspace..the ones you like the most..and what colors you would like them to be in..thank you.
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=80255503 | | |
| www.myspace.com/thebackups Thats my bands myspace...and you should add us. We took second at the battle of the bands...we almost won..but a cover band did. Well..anywase..thats all I have to say... | | |
| Here it is 2:30 in the morning and I'm should probably be going to bed. Instead I'm thinking....I'm think about how good life has been to me. I have a girlfriend that loves me so much...all I can do is think about her. No matter what I do...I always think about her. I keep having thoughts about how our future is going to turn out like. I can literally see them in my mind...about me and her when we are older...its so clear that its scary. I lover her so much...and i don't know what god is doing right now...but it better turn out to be good. This distance is killing me. I think I might try and sleep now.
P.S. by the way mom...I know your going to read this...and I dont' really feel like telling you this in person because its farelly akward to talk to a parent about. I know you think me and Amy have had sex...but we havn't. I just want you to know that me and her are stronger than that...and we can wait. Please beleive me!!! And you guys are right...i do have a really good friend..Thank you shane...God has blessed me in so many ways. | | |
| I am so stressed at this moment in my life. I don't know why because school was most of it..and I thought it would get better after school. Now I'm out of school and it seems as if things have gotten more complicated. My computer is broke...I caught a virus..I couldn't get rid of it. I had to clean out my hard-drive and start from scratch...and I am having some major problems with that. I havn't really talked to amy for so long. I've called her and we talked about our day and such...but i don't know the last me and her actually talk talked. She's whats been keeping me going...and I wish I had enough time in the day. I wish she would wake up when her phone rings...I really want to talk to her. I have so much going in my mind I need to let out. I'm going to bed. Amy...if I don't actually get to talk to you soon...if I get to caught up in my own selfishness..I just want you to know that I'm not trying to ignore you. I love you so much...I just have so much going on right now...and the last couple of times you called I've been so confused I could barely talk. I want to talk to you so bad...just bare with me for a while..I'll overcome this with your help. Love.. | | |
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